its very cold here this week last week we had rain now we have ice I ask for snow when I put out tobacco snow means its warm and it keeps our footing safer when we walk.
the house is so still when the wind comes at night. it is well built and the insulation foam that was sprayed keeps the walls strong and rigid. The steel that was re-used for the siding has a long time relationship with the wind so they have the kind of conversations that old friends would over tea. I enjoy listening to those conversations at night.
I had a great visit with the physical therapist today she asked about the house and I shared with her the story of the dreams the bike and purchasing it we moved on into the visit about how we are all the same being all of us Taku cnas cnan how we are each an expression of the nuance of the whole in this time and place how the temporal things are here only as props or useful tools to show or express all that each nuance can be so that Taku cnas cnan is able to see itself as it is in all of its beauty and tragedy in this particular lens. thus if each of us can come to understand that we are each of us an entirety a whole
and if each of us can feel that entirety in ourselves and from that stillness look into the unique seed that we are, then grow it focus and develop it celebrate that you ARE you if you can take your eyes off of me or any other for just the blink of an eye which is about how long we are here and see you gently and thoroughly be you then eventually you will blossom into the fruitfulness that comes from that eternal seed that is each of us individually no two alike
and if in doing so we can be still be steady be satisfied with our each own uniqueness and if we can put our energy into becoming fully what each of us is rather than outward towards another
rather than in amassing the temporal props that will satisfy only for a moment and when piled around us eventually block our own growth and beauty
rather than put our effort into what does not last put it into what is already and always was that spark of amazing perfect singular identity that has no identical ..... you
if we can put our energy into becoming with as few props as possible then our starkness our amazing eternalness and its nuance expressed in how you move your hand so beautifully different than how I move mine
will create an amazing meadow of flowering souls in this temporal field
I see you Relatives
I see your beauty
all breath oxygen
all have red blood
all have bones
all have skin
everything else is just paints and limbs and feather boas
love to you every moment in our garden
mb
No comments:
Post a Comment