Better Nate than Lever

good morning Relatives

well it has been a while hasn't it   I had a journey to the south southwest to vista some Gma's and to do ceremony  it was a wonderful gift from them and the Spirits  from the road and the hands that gave and facilitated the journey  thank you thank you thank you  wopila tiospeye which means thank you family

thank you to the raven and the skunk and the fly and the spider  thank you to the bear and the water and wind and the grandmother earth the grandfather sky the star nation the trees and the stones   thank you thank you thank you

and bless sally fields for her tender heart

well what a morning it has been already   I spoke on the phone with a usaa rep who was so helpful in coordinating my bill for the insurance and beyond that helpful in expressing and conversing with me in a way that showed me that he has like myself and others been traveling the road of the heart  the road of the people who believe in love  who believe in the idea that negativity can be drained away and in that draining comes the opportunity to fill and regrow with love  to recondition to a new purpose our minds our hearts our bodies our being ness and thus the effect and affect that we have on our world and our universe   we create the world every day relatives   we make it so as caption picard would say

in ceremony with the gmas the spirits showed them how easy it is to come together as perfect individuals standing in a circle to create anything when it comes to prayer manifesting reality  it is very simple  very easy to create a reality   not a fantasy but a truth  a now   and it is also just as easy to let it slip away or to let it be overcome by the inertia of negativity ego or pride or greed   or bitterness or anger  
we all walk with what we hold within ourselves and we all reach for our life with hands that are moved by the intention of our hearts   it is our hearts that we access or fill or recreate into the driving engine behind what we do  

when I heard the phrase open your heart it just bounced off my brain  LOL for years it bounced off my brain my mind my physicality  

lOL  how funny is that    open your heart  

remember in the CS Lewis book the voyage of the dawn treader  which is one of the Narnia books which is a great series and which was made into an excellent film   it is a great teaching that story  about opening the heart   everyone sees blatantly what comes when Eustace opens his heart  and the lion of the inertia of love cuts away his thick scaly dragon greedy outer shell exposing the loving boy inside   but does everyone see the subtle choice and manifestation of Lucy and Edmond and Caspian also choosing the left or right that makes all the difference in the end?  do they see that those choices come from love and from a long path of choosing first fred or ego or hate or revenge or pride or ignorance from trying on as some of us do and have done the clothes that our ancestors wore that made th world that is collapsing around us?  do you I we see that when at last faced with themselves in the mirror which is all the "island of evil" is  it is ourselves at our core in the mirror face to face with our worst fears or our most tangible negativity  it is when they looked in that mirror they chose
they chose freely and clearly and truly the love  

love and no matter the cost  love

even as we saw in Harry Potter  he was not the magical boy who lived  he was the boy who lived through seven years of change and choice and trust and learning and mistake and ego and hormones and loss and massive amounts of opportunity and choice  to become the one who said its ok take me and do what you will  not blithely or stupidly or innocently or with abandon  but with intention and love  with care with true freedom

and thus it is that better nate than lever is awesome   remember the far side card where the two stone age guys are trying to move a great rock and the lever is not yet invented and along comes Nate and he picks up the rok and moves it   so relatives better nate than lever

all around us is the coming together of the medicine of intention   the small medicine of how you live your day and move your hands from your heart   trust the over all   trust the process hold the fire in you and let the negativity drain away and be what is healthy and restored  be and become love and togetherness and lack of war and lack of greed and lack of pride   become

it took a long years to participate in ceremony as I have witnessed  to learn to hold while letting go    to invite the Spirits in and to let go yet hold while they work  and make and give the medicine and the joy that we have asked for and called into being    I am delighted to say that I have seen this in action and it enlivinens my heart to know after all these steps that the Jade palace exists  that climbing the steps doing the training and understanding at last that while there is no secret ingredient there is a culmination of the many into one in the one

love love love my dear relatives
mary
all you need is love